Looking at my first apartment today, feeling excited and anxious. Bro was suppose to join me, but he is sick, so mom to the rescue 😉
I’m not sure how I feel about bringing my mother to it when I am 30 years old, but I guess it will be okay, she will definitely ask questions I wont think of .
People around this house is sick, fever, snot, sneezes and coughs constantly. By some miracle I’ve only had headache’s and feeling a bit tired so far, maybe I dodged a bullet? “Knock on wood”, I’ve probably jinxed it now. They all gotten sick with 3 days intervals,tomorrow is the 3rd day. If I am well then…. I HAVE DODGED IT, wooo!!! Go immune system ❤
I’ve had a little over one week without therapy now, I am missing it. But on Friday some new things will happen. I am going to this work assessment place. They figure out what and what you can’t do, if you can work, how much you can work etc. I knew I was going for something like this, but not at this place , so soon, feels like we skipped a place at the social services, but I am fine with that.
I talked to a woman on the phone today, to agree on a meeting, and you know, it went just fine. I didn’t get spooked when the phone rang with an unknown number, I didn’t get nervous when she wanted me to come in. I asked questions about this and that, and it just went very well. While I am still angry at my anxiety, I am very proud to actually being able to pick up phones, and talk. I’ve always ignored a ringing phone, hid it under a pillow or something. But that fear of picking up is now gone. Now let’s get rid of the fear of text msgs….
Well, I took a break from writing and went to look at the apartment.
I GOT IT! Well, we didn’t sign a lease yet, but he said it was mine if I wanted it, and I do. It’s a good place, and excited to move in. I get electricity, water, tv, internet and everything included, a huge space outside, dishwasher, oven and machine to wash my clothes in included as well. It’s a really nice deal and I can’t believe I have been so lucky. It was the first apartment I went to see, and it seems it’s a done deal.
The people also seems so incredibly nice, and my family knows the man I will be renting from. He knows my brothers and father, he even knows my mothers husbands family. So that makes me feel a lot safer.
I just can’t understand how things can go so smoothly and why I have been this lucky. Fingers crossed though that nothing happens, and I can sign that lease. He thought the apartment would be ready 1st of March.
Yeah, I’m relieved and very happy right now!