I have been by my blog a few times today, wanting to write. My fingers are itching to type, I got a laptop a few weeks ago when I finally got some money and I love typing on it. I also love blogging, but the issue is that I am blank today.
I am feeling very restless, I have tried playing a bit of WoW today, but only done the Garrison and the lfr’s and now I am sitting here watching Castle on PopcornTime as we had 2 seasons to catch up with. I don’t feel like playing at the moment, maybe I need to try a single player game or something. Or maybe practice some drawing, I don’t know.
You know, I always think about my readers when I write something, and often I feel like I am blogging in the wrong way, because this is suppose to be a gaming blog. But the more I blog the more about me it becomes. But this is me and my blog so I GOTTA STOP THINKING SO MUCH.
Friday is my next appointment with DPS where I shall figure out the group I am attending, I am not panicking about that yet, I have decided that Eirik is joining me on that session. I usually blank out a bit, forgetting what to say or having a hard time listening. So Eirik will join to help me say what I need to say, and to help me with the decision about groups to join. Thankfully I am allowed to have a person joining me on one session, I originally declined the offer but I think it will be good to have Eirik with me for one session, he knows me very well, almost better then myself. I have written down a lot of notes though so I shall come prepared.
I am also curious as to see what sort of diagnosis this person will give me, if he agrees with my old diagnosis or not,.I did fill in some forms, that my old physiologist went through with me also, so I am just a bit nervous to see if it’s still the same or if it will be different now. That would be really weird though, if it was different.
I am having a lot of issues eating these days, I hardly eat and I am getting a bit worried about that. I don’t like losing weight as I am almost underweight, but the food just don’t tempt me. I have had weird eating habits since I was a teenager, sometimes only eating a meal a day – lasting a few weeks, then I start wanting food again and eat normal for a while. This has been on and off, and I am in one of those periods I have a hard time eating again. This is most likely linked to my stress levels and stuff like that, but it is really bad for my body to go around hungry but not managing to eat.
I hope I can figure out a solution to this soon.
I have been thinking a bit about making a Norwegian blog on WordPress, to write a bit in Norwegian, and sharing some of this stuff. I am just not sure if I should and if it’s any point.
Thing is, that would be kinda scary for one, it would feel even more personal. I would link it to people I know, but if I would do that, I become more “public” and it would be easier to find me in terms of thinking about jobs and things like that. So it might be a really stupid idea, but on the other hand it would be nice to actually share a bit about me to the people who knows me, so they can understand me a bit more. Right now people I know hardly know anything about me, except my family. Meh I don’t know, I guess this is just something I wanna think a bit more about.
What are your thoughts about it ?
How do you make up topics for your blogs guys’n’girls?
Do you go around with a notebook, writing down different words, do you brows other blogs to get ideas ?
I have a long lists of blogs on my blogger which I go through everyday, because they interest me of course, but also to get some ideas. But I rarely find a way to actually respond to any of the blogs, or give me any ideas I can work with. For one, the bloggers are better at this then me, second, they write about a lot of topics I have no idea about. So I just wonder where you guys find your inspiration and ideas from.
As you know, my style is mostly just opening an empty page and start writing, hoping something wants to be written down, but that don’t always work.
How do you like your blogs?
Weird question perhaps, but how do you like the blogs you read to be set up? Short posts? Long posts? Facts? Lots of photos? Personal or just gaming related?
This is not about me wanting to change how I blog at all, I am just curious as to what you enjoy in your blogs.
Describe what makes a blog interesting for you!